the good, the bad, the ugly.

{if you have a weak stomach skip the first part of this blog.}


ok.
the good.

...the bad..

....the ugly...

{explanation}

so...the [good.]

my kids of course...love them sooo much

the [bad.]

that is a breast pump

i have a love/hate relationship

it allows me to give elleanne

breast milk but i am currently married to it.

the [ugly.]

yes, unfortunately the first picture

is showing what first comes

out ...it pulls straight blood.

my boob is in A LOT of pain.

the second is a picture of the milk 

and the blood together...

that is what elleanne has been 

drinking and spitting up.

well, its over

i have officially decided to 

only pump my bad side until

everything fully heals

then start all over with

breastfeeding.

she will still be getting only breast milk

but i will be pumping one side and

bottle feeding her.

sorry if this is too much info.

but this is our current 

life right now so thought i would 

blog about it.

anyways

i have a few more pictures

of the "the good"

that i wanted to share.

{however some of them are funny.}

 they are admiring one another.

 oops...he is still fascinated that she has a nose...however he is pushing a little hard don't you think.

 well...can you tell brother and sister...similar expressions already?

haha...looking opposite ways already...two different kids! we love them so much!

so this is what it

looks like brushing jesse's

teeth at night.

haha...mark looks sooo tired...and yes definitely hilarious that he sits on the pot while holding both kids.[i brush jesse's teeth while mark is holding him.]

ok here is a video of jesse...just

random day stuff.

then after this movie...
i saw jesse bring his blocks over to elleanne to play with...it was so cute...he lined them 
up next to her during her "tummy time"